Some said Love

Posted on Sunday, January 15, 2012 by Svante

I long for love, loving together with someone, happy times, fighting tims, all times. Just someone to share life with in a truthfull way. Be myself and still be apreciated as I am, is that to much to ask for?

Today I realized that I had fallen in love from a distance, long time ago since that happen, but then here we go again as a child that does not really dare to be upfront with the girl he really cares for and yes in many ways I’m returning to my childhood, beeing more vunerable and carefull about my heart knowing that I am a sensitive man that would really hurt by not getting the repsonse that my heart is longing for.

Is it wrong to be that carefull and afraid to “jump on” and tell what I want in that relationship? Sometimes I feel more like a woman then a man.

I don’t really know who I am anymore, so much has happend inside lately and I’m not the person I used to know. Stopping the abuse of psyko drugs has really turned me inside out and shock me up. I might find a hole new person, hopefully someone I can live with.

4 weeks of sickness now and still the day seams to go away without me being in it. Is this life?

I can not get it anymore, seams like a waste of time.

Pretty sad post this time, that how is is. Take care everybody.

The New World is starting up

Posted on Tuesday, October 25, 2011 by Svante

The feeling is strong!

The feeling of emptiness. The emptiness that say

- nothing of the old matters anymore.

Life is about to change drastically – now.

What used to be important has lost it’s purpose and what’s about to come is shaded and not visible , yet.

This is interresting Things can seam to be wrong but actually they are totaly right, there are changes happening.

The last day in a calender created by an ancient people called Mayans is soon here. To be exact in comparance with our regular calender it’s on friday the 28:th of October.

Nobody really knows what’s going to happen other then big changes.

Look at the world at this time.

We have Thailand that is flooded up to 60% of the hole countrys area and the scientists say it will get worse in the 3 coming days. We have the recent tsunami that made a nuclear powerplant in Japan go off.

There are many to us powerfull things going on.

Don’t be alarmed